Rainy days make you contemplate, reach Into yourself, having thoughts good-positive-negative
I never understood the idea of a God who is something else than love.
When you hear about Shiva, the lord of destruction, you realize that in order for something good to take place you need something from before to destruct.
And in order for a God to be absolute it has to be both.

Waiting for a late bus, my eyes where aiming for the sky. I can see the rain falling…thanks To the light 5 m away from me.
That brought me back to the past. When i was 10-12 years “young” going back from school home ,contemplating. We had a late course and by 5-6.00PM was already night, It was winter, the first snowflakes where about to fall….i was so happy having the thought in my mind,that Christmas will be here soon and i will probably get some chocolate -mandarins-oranges-banana and coca-cola.
It was the only time in the year i was able to get a bag full of that and it had such a big impact, one of the best periods of the year.

We ‘re spoiled now, we can take/have that any second, Without any thankful thought. We take it as granted, But i m happy … Not because i will appreciate more the moments, and i will take less things for granted…
But because life still has hope for me, Reminding me all of the wonderful moments…where you where and what used to be.
When you where happy having a simple life, and when did you actually complicated everything.
That you should be thankful for having those experiences and Trying to appreciate every single one of them bad or worse, because in the end every tragedy in your life it will be just a flash before your eyes.

My master used to tell, that in the end what remains is the understanding of one lesson. For example you will never put your mobile phone to stand on air, you know you need some solid state matter to put your phone on,a table for example. And that is a lesson you took in on previous life or experience.

Paulo Coelho put it this way
“There is no tragedy, only the unavoidable.Everything has his reason of being, you just have to distinguish what is temporary and what is everlasting.
-What is temporary?
-The unavoidable..
-What is everlasting?
-The lesson of the unavoidable.

So thank you God for when i feel disconnected, you connect me back to what s important.