God-atman-the universe-creator-Allah- Shiva so many names trying to define something that is infinite in nature, same nothing, described and put into religion by all nations. It has infinite forms and cannot be described and its most beautiful form it is “Nothingness” ultimate intelligence.
Its message it is being delivered through so many forms, religions, cults, nations, yoga, nature everything there is, but you have to make yourself worthy of the message, from an opinion making machine to an receptive being.
It will be given to you through a person you discarded, ignored, believed is lower than you, a beggar, an ignorant, a person who in your opinion has totally messed life, in that person is your salvation.
Through an action that you ignored, or thought you were above, that is not worthy of your attention or time.
The person you are not willing to listen, the action you think is not for you, to everything you put a resistance, create a new wall. But walls are not for protection but to imprison. You are protecting yourself from that which will make you stronger, thus making you more vulnerable.
Behind that wall, that you have raised, there is a massage, a lesson, something you need, but you are unaware of. You will only become free after you put down all the walls.
Freedom make you vulnerable, only by showing your vulnerabilities you will become stronger. By facing your weakness.
Behind every wall, something is waiting, that can change your life in better, but you will never get it until you are humble and willing to recognize that probably all this time you were wrong, mistaken, that your opinions or beliefs where self-created based on imagination, not objective observation, based on ignorance.
That now you are ready and willing to take a chance on something you disregarded as low, false, fake, stupid, or anything lower than yourself.
There is no lower than The Self, everything is Above it. The Self is the foundation of everything. Without The Self there is nothing; and still the self is a Devout to everything. Holding everything together.
The moment the individual self turns against creation, it turns against itself. Doubting yourself is doubting the creator.
There is no above or higher, of the self, this is just the ignorance of mind, there is only the mind-created concept of “outside” and still the self is in everything. You exist in the self, and think there is a separation.
There is a signature of the creator in everything that is created and this is what the created will always look for.
Its entire existence it is just a lesson, to realize that the creator was always right and should not be doubted, that there were never a separation, separation was just an imagination.
That the only way is forgiveness and that is nothing to be forgiven.
It is just a self-created game in which you think you are separated from everything. But thoughts are of the mind, without the mind you are part of a whole. All creation is just realization. You have to create the illusion of separation so you can rejoice in the joy of union.
Until the encounter with creator, you will never feel fulfilled. You will always search for fulfillment, and never cease to search until you recognize the feeling, the connection.
It is a homecoming feeling.
Being fulfilled means not gathering all, the only way to become everything, is to empty yourself and become a part of everything. From Individual to whole.
Ready to lose your individuality.
To “die”. The only gift we ever needed. The ultimate lesson. Going blissfully without fear, in what is the continuity of life, the source of life, not the end of it. There is no beginning or end, just the moment.
Always “now”, you never knew anything else. Just now. “Now” transforming in all kind of forms.
It is the comfort of knowing “life” that scares us of the unknown, death, fear of change, of what it was familiar. Like a snake is changing its skin so are we changing our body, from physical to subtle, and still everything is just but a subtler form of creation, moving to another level of subtleness.
Until the ultimate, the infinite, when there is no more subtleness, when you just break the bubble of individuality and becoming one, one with all.
The source of life is death. Try living without sleeping.
And what is a sleep but a conscious way of putting yourself to death, without knowing if you will wake up again, trusting, it will happen.
The source of energy is rest. Only by touching death, which is absolute rest, we have the energy to create life.
In stillness lies the infinite energy. Creation is just a consequence of that, a moment of vibration, a drop of stillness that never ends.
In the bible there was a passage
“Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!”
A drop of nothingness …a drop of nothingness is the source of all life, the whole creation. An “accidental” spill of nothingness.